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[20 Oct 2004|02:38pm]
what a wierd week so far. it's all good tho. *cheer up man- you're my best, forevaa and i love you.

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[15 Oct 2004|05:22pm]
usher concert = the most amazing night of my life. usher, kanYe west, LUDACRIS, pdiddy, lil jon, elephant man, christina milian...... wow. amazing. kanye = the love of my life. usher = beautifffulllll, especially when he rips his shirt off. ludacris = amaazzzzinngggggggggg. and pdid'z is my boyyy. seriously what a display of gorgeous men. best concert i will probably ever see in my life and everyone who was there knows exactly what i'm talking about and everyone who wasn't.. you missed an amazing fucking concert. i wish i was still there.<333333333333333

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[08 Oct 2004|04:33pm]

well, reject yesterdays entry.

we talked. i was wrong. i think the reason i dont talk to some people anymore is because i'm the one that ignores people haha, shit happens. but back to that. "cmon u kno i luv u" well, threw me a lil curveball there buddy. do you? cause if that's a joke i dont think it's funny.. haha whatever. if you were wondering, i luv u too ...i duno man but now i'm mad confused.

so today was good, because, i liked it. it's friday, and for once i'm not babysitting. instead i'm going to watch my best friend's football game because apparently that's my job, and i want to anyway. thank god you're back, i missed you.<3firsttilforever

i can't imagine living without your smile.<3

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[07 Oct 2004|03:56pm]

 

yepp. awesome how we even talk anymore, i swear. whatever, i'm over it.. and officially onto better things.<3 soo that's about it i guess. usher and kanYe concert in six days. :) can't wait.

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on the count of three drop ya body like its hott [03 Oct 2004|05:35pm]
[ mood | content ]

homecoming. well, shit happens.  nice day with allycat and kt v at the diner and boys soccer game. then fun night seeing a bouncha homos i havent seen in forevva evva ..and with the people i see every day of my life :o) i love them too. pointless rest of the night, but no doubt it was hysterical.  st james day was utterly rediculous. i mean some some chill kids up there, but cannot count how many times i was run over by a crazed woman with a stroller. oh well, life goes on. * i love smithtown.<3

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[01 Oct 2004|10:57pm]

this week.. is over and that's the most important part. it's been eventful and boring at the same time. boring mostly because i dont remember what went on. ok, now that i think about it i do.. but nothing worth typing. this whole drivers ed at the crack of dawn three days a week.. yeah, killing my life. all i do is sleep when i get home from school. not that i mind but i never end up getting anything done.

tomorrows gonna be a long one. driversped at eight thirty.. first car class might i add. [i'd advise you to avoid any road close to the high school] i'm a horrible driver so this guy should have fun with me. then home for a bit, meeting up with ally and katie at baja for lunch, and then going to my first game as the guys soccer manager... i think? and of course the wonderful homecomming football game at night. :) should be a fun one.

and this is about when  i go to sleep, goodnight.

 

                                                                           oh god i think i'm falling.<3

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[25 Sep 2004|09:27am]

last night was;



  • hysterical

  • rediculous

  • entertaining

  • amazing

i cannottt begin to get into half the things that went on but believe me, it was interesting. ahah oh god. concert tonightttt! can't fucking wait. going to jenny's at five thrity.. not to sure about the rest of the day yet.. besides cleaning the house of course.


peaaacce.<3

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[23 Sep 2004|03:41pm]

whattup.


yesterday was a bad day. the worst one in a while i'd have to say but sort of relieving at the same time... which confuses me cause i have no idea what i want anymore.. but this wont even make sense to you so time will tell.


this weekend is going to be amazing. babysitting tomorrow night, making some cash. and i know alotta people don't like babysitting and think its annoying or whatever but these people are seriously like my second family.. sometimes i'd rather be there playing barbies and watching G rated movies than stressing out about everything else thats going on in my life. so i guess you could say i'm looking foward to it, mostly because of the money that follows a stress-free evening, but whatever. i could use the cash anyway. saturday.. i have my first drivers ed car class, which should be interesting... and at night is the fucking mase concert with jenny iao and pao and i seriously can't wait. dont know whats going on during the day yet or sunday but pretty sure i'm hanging out with one of the best and playing some basketball... since i'm seriously terrible. and i miss hanging out with him so it'll be just like the old days. :) butt anyway its only thursday and of course i have like 5 tests tomorrow and a million things due so time to go get to that.


holla.<3

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[19 Sep 2004|03:54pm]

well, i'd say this weekend was a fucking success. got my bodywave done yesterday and at first i freaked otu but now i'm starting to like it.. guess you'll all just have to see for yourselves tomorrow.

last night was amazing. party at the beach house ..with alot of people i'm not even friends with.. which i think made it even more fun. got to hang out with kerry who i never everrr see this year! had some awesome convos with her about... just about everything. we deffinitely have to hang out again soon. also chilled with lev ricky em andge cmac and idk crazy amounts of people who were there. <3'd me and tori's convo about the most random things alive at like 3 in the morning! so hmm to sum it up..... ***dance-offs, get ya eagle on, screen doors, s'mores, nursery rhymes, butterfuly affect, breakdancing, diapers, mow.. i dont even know, so many good times.

best part was laying on the beach in sleeping bags after three hours of sleep. deffinitely want to live in a house like that some day. aweesome night. :)

 

aright.. i'm done. peacccee.<3

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[17 Sep 2004|11:02pm]

umm. listen, today was my favorite penis's birthday.. and we went shopping and bought some fucking ecko and gunit sweatshirts in preparation for next weekend.

**jenny walking around in a 3XL harlem valor outfit**
[to a black guy]
jenny: do you think you would wear this... like if it was your size and all
guy: uhhhh
jenny: you kno.. like is it cool
guy: well.. i duno... i think theyre kinda kiddy
jenny: oohh yeah... i see
guy: but you kno they got some good ones.. in good colors and shit
jenny: yeahh this ones prett nice right
guy: yeah, yeah.

 

i fucking love her. anyway... i'm getting a bodywave in my hair at 10 am tomorrow so i'll be getting to sleep right about now.. peace.<3 babyit'syou

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[16 Sep 2004|01:05pm]

i'm fuckin retarded. i had no right to be pissed off... at all, and i'm sorry. i don't know what i would do without you in my life.<3bff

oh god.. "group 5 settle down" *waves arms* hahahaha <3chem. boiling point? good times. our gym class is fucking hystericall "BRO i am NOT a stick of cheese!" hahah teddy!!

went to jaimes last night but we both started falling asleep so i went home pretty early and crashed around 11 haha.. s'all good. prob chillen with kelly today.. goin ghetto shopping tomorrow with everyone for the concerrtt! cant fucking wait. red bandanas? fuck yeah jenny thats how we do.

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[14 Sep 2004|09:11pm]

frustraiting day. people really piss me off sometimes, i'm not gonna lie. but besides that everythings pretty good.

jaime fucking travers is my favorite person in the whole world. <33 us with her.. "mrs.doyle! they said that the day i'm in ap will be the day hell freezes over!" ..doyle laughs hysterical. godddd i love that class.

peaceout.<3 you're all i've waiting for..

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[12 Sep 2004|03:13pm]

whatttup. first week was pretty good. fun weekend. not much to say. next weekend i'm getting a bodywave on my hair bc i'm so sick of wearing it strait... so that should be interesting. oh yeah and 13 dayz til the welcome back concert with jenny iao and pao!!! i cant fucking wait it's going to be out of control.. we might die, literally. mase, lloyd banks, g unit, terror squad, lil flip, elephant man, fat joe... PHSYCO. i cant waitttt.. buying ghetto outfits next weekenddddd. fuckkk yes be jealous nigga.

 

( 50 things you never knew about me )

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[08 Sep 2004|05:37pm]

school?! well, it comes and it goes. first day felt really wierd.. and was completely pointless anyway. ended up with a double period lunch and a study hall.. cool? well, i was bored. no periods off next semester? awesome. so i got my schedule.. "fixed" today and ended up in painting cause it was the only class that wasnt at the freshman campous. not that i've taken a single art class since middle school or anything. and my teacher already flipped out on me haha, this is gonna be fun i can tell.

but besides that today was hysterical. first period italian... please. ill try to stay awake. but it has its benefits...<3 ..? anyway. going to the freshman campous for precalc can kiss my ass but we have some awesome shits in that class so its alright i guess. <33 rhino cmac lev tripp & others. us is hysterical. the teacher is ancient and i feel like im going to be at her funneral sometime this year ..but besides that <3 having a class with jtrava! "wait... it's not 'O-ha' is it..." no jaim, Oahu, close tho. "all this time i've been looking for the great brazil and now it says Great Basin" hahhaha i love her. gooood times. english... not the best class or teacher.. but its about time i learn somthing for SATs anyway. <3lunch with acogsssss- enough said. painting, well.. we'll see how this turns out. chem is the funniest fucking class and i love it. nicknames? m-ishy will do. haha what do you consider icebreaker liquid-ice mints? goooooddd timesss. kristen we're physco.. "you girls arent suppose to have this much fun.. it's chemistry" well, ya know! project adventure with pao should really be an adventure as well. what else. study hall, oh god. so fucking funny thats all i'm gonna say.

this year started off fucking awesome i couldn't ask for anything better... not even a best friend who will give you a hug in the hallway and tell you that they love you ..i already have one. :] firsttilforever.

 

well, there ya go. you officially know the basics of my life in the past two days.

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[06 Sep 2004|09:26am]

this week.. wasnt exactly fun. but despite the fact that i got screwed over again ..last night was awesome.  went on what turned out to be an adventure across long island for ...icecream... wit hthe coolest people i know, picked up some people on the way, came back to smithtown and met up wit heven more people.. some actually from our town... some from sache,... and ended the night by sleeping through an 11:50 movie at loews, gardenstate.  then slept at kristin's.  not even goign to get into all the funny shit that happened inbetween, but it was awesome.  now i'm fucking exhausted and it was deffinitely worth it. ;)

goodbye summer of twothousandandfour.. you'll be missed.<33

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[31 Aug 2004|09:11pm]

[PART I] About You...
+ Name: michelle elizabeth rose
+ sex: female
+Age: sixteen
+ Location: stjames
+ Religion: catholic
+ Height: i thought i was 5'7 .. but im really only 5'6 and 3/4 or somthingg :(
+ Shoe Size: eight
+ Hair: brown
+ Eye color: blue
+ Fears: i have so many.. one is electricity and one is that the world is gonna run out of gass.. i'm a loser

[PART II] Have You Ever...
+ Peed your pants? not reciently
+ Cheated on someone? nah
+ Fallen off the bed? sure, a while ago
+ Fallen for a relative? haha i dont have relatives worth falling for
+ Had plastic surgery? nah
+ Broke someone`s heart? doubtful
+ Had your heart broken? haha yeah
+ Had a dream come true? wierd ones.. creepy stuf
+ Done something you regret? almost two years of my life come to mind when i hear the word regret
+ Cheated on a test? oh yes.
+ Broken a body part? accouple


[PART III] Currently..
+ Wearing? pajama shorts and kanye west tshirt :)
+ Listening to? one tree hill rerunss<3333
+ Eating? nothing
+ Feeling? tired, sore, pain.
+ Reading? im's?
+ Located? dads computer in the basement.. mines too slow
+ Chatting with? kelly.. john.. sara.. lynsey
+ Watching? one tree hill rerunsss :)
+ Craving? a stressfree weekend
+ Should REALLY be doing? i dont really know

[PART IIII] Do you...
+ Brush your teeth? of course
+ Like anybody? sorta, yeah.<3
+ Have any piercing? 2 in each ear +cartilage on the left.
+ Drive? hahah im the worst driver ever
+ Believe in Santa Claus? come on
+ Smoke? noo
+ Drink? no
+ Got a cellphone? couldnt live without it

[PART V] Friends...
+ Who is your very best? i have a bouncha good ones.<3
+ Who is the loudest? pao
+ Who is the shyest? andge
+ Who is the most talkative? umm, im not sure.
+ Who laughs the most? andge is a laugher
+ Who have you known the longest? andge
+ Who have you known the shortest? sara
+ Who do you miss the most? kristen :( fl is too far away
+ Who do you turn to for personal problems? john? hes sucha good listener.
+ Do you only hang out with a certain type? not at all
+ Do you belong to a crew? nah
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex? yeah
+ Do you consider yourself POPULAR? thats a gey word
+ Do you trust your friends? if i didnt they probably wudnt be my friends
+ Are you a good friend? i think so?
+ Can you keep a secret? yeah

[PART VI] The last person you...
+ Hugged? hm, idk?
+ Gave props? what do ya mean?
+ Talked to on the phone? pao
+ Yelled at? sister
+ Checked out?   ;)
+ Fell in love with? i wouldnt say im IN love..   but hey, i do love chad michael murray :)
+ Tripped On? oh god bathroom floor after shower.. so slippery

[PART VII]
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? i honestly don't know
+ What was the worst day of your life? im not sure
+ What is your most embarrassing story? i make an ass outa myself almost every day.
+ What has been the best day of your life? ....yeah, thatone. <3
+ What comes first in your life? friends
+ Turn ons? eyes
+ Turn offs? assholes
+ What are you most scared of? that the world is gonna run out of gas haha
+ If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them? on my ass? haha idk i dont want extra eyes
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? him
+ Did you lose someone you really loved? umm, not really
+ How many times have you fallen deeply in love? i dont think ive ever been in love
+ Love your family? yea, theyre okay
+ Love your friends? so much
+ Have you fought? yeah?
+ What are you addicted to? chad michael murray
+ Want to move? nah, this towns good enough for me.

[PART VIII] Favorite...
+ Movie: a cinderella story, 2fast2furious
+ Song: have alot
+ Group: i dont kno
+ Singer: usher.. kanye
+ Store: pacsun
+ Relative: i guess my sister
+ Sport: basketball.. i guess
+ Vacation Spot: hawaii was the shit
+ Ice Cream Flavor: cotton candy
+ Fruits: strawberry
+ Candy: gummybears.. sourpatch watermellon
+ Food: baked ziti from patio
+ Car: any car would do
+ Class: lets not think about that for a week
+ Holiday: christmas
+ Day of the Week: friday
+ Color: yellow
+ Magazine: anything with chad ;)
+ Name for a Girl: gabriella marie
+ Name for a Boy: bradley thomas
+ Favorite spot for a date: i duno
+ Favorite spot for an anniversary: if i was married id let ya know
+ Favorite resturant: applebees
+ McDonalds: mcflurry
+ Burger King: chicken nuggets
+ In and Out: what
+ Wendy's: spicy chicken sandwichhh :)

[PART IX] Do you...
+ Like to give hugs? yeaahh
+ Like to give kisses? sure
+ Like to walk in the rain? deffinitely
+ Prefer black or blue pens? black
+ Dress up on Halloween? haha i try
+ Have a job? did this summerr, harbor<3
+ Like to travel? yeah.. well, it depends where im going
+ Like someone? yeah.. havent we gone over this already?
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? mostly stomach, sometimes i change it up tho ahha
+ Think you're attractive? not at all
+ Want to get married? of course
+ Have a goldfish? haha no.. i killed them all, a while ago.
+ Ever have the falling dream? once, a long time ago
+ Have stuffed animals? one
+ Go on vacation? yepp

[PART X] What do you think about...
+ Abortion: depends on the situation
+ Bill Clinton: haha whatever
+ Smoking: nahh
+ Suicide: please dont
+ Summer: best 2 months of the year.. doesnt last long enough
+ Tattoos: they can be cute
+ Piercing: depends where
+ Make-up: dont overdo it

[PART XI] This or that...
+ Pierced nose or tongue? depends i guess
+ Single or taken? id like to try the whole taken thing
+ MTV or BET? bet! haha theyre both awesome
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? dawsons creek
+ Sugar or salt? sugar
+ Silver or gold? silver
+ Chocolate or flowers? flowers
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? black and white are pretty cool
+ M&M's or Skittles? depends what kind
+ Stay up late or sleep in? it usually comes as a pair
+ Hot or cold? cold
+ Sun or moon? moon
+ Left or Right? right
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? best friend
+ Mustard or ketchup? ketchup
+ Spring or Fall? spring
+ Give or receive? both
+ Happy or sad? happy
+ Wonder or amazement? amazement
+ McDonald's or Burger King? mcdonalds
+ Mexican or Italian food? italian
+ Lights on or off? off?
+ Candy or soda? soda
+ Pepsi or Coke? either

 

 

well that was a waste of mine time and yours. goodnight.

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[27 Aug 2004|12:26am]

lauren t paolillo officially lives at my house. this week has been outa control. soccer is intense... still not positive what im doing about tryouts next week.. guess i decided that im jus gonna go through it and what happens happens.  <333333333 mamma pao and the "lauren i can not believe you just threw a sock at that mans face!" hahahahha gooooooddd fucking times. i dont even remember the rest of this week.

our school is fucking amazing. first lets try sending out blank schedules? ahh what the hell lets jus resend them all! aigghtt so listen niggs, ill post the scheudle right hurr and if ya got somthin the same ya can let me kno, aiggghhttt. here it iss::::::::

1- italian 4  2- pre calc   3- us history 11r   4- english 11r   5- (s1) leadership (s2) lunch   6- (s1) lunch (s2) sports med   7- chemistry   8- project adventure   9- (s1) study hall  (s2) sports marketing

aight so now you know. i'm outtt..<33

 

p.s. 8th period project adventure.... is going to be hysterical.

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[21 Aug 2004|03:54pm]

well, this is retarded. i haven't updated in literally about three months. i don't know why i'm doing it now either cause i hate doing it.. but it's pouring and theres nothing else to do.

this summer has been ridiculous. working at harbor was awesome. met some cool motha fuckas and made some dough. been goin to the gym alot with alli, we're so retarded but its hysterical and the view is prettyy nicceee ;) ya, gym studs.<3333 went school shopping like eight times last week, i love spending money.

soccer camp starts monday.. lil nervous, but not as nervous as i am about tryouts. those start in about.. eight days? :\  it makes me sick just thinking about it. and then school starts the week after that. bring on the stress.

online shopping. peace out.

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[22 May 2004|10:39pm]
[ mood | worried ]

i am so tired.

last night was alli's sweet sixteen. she looked soo pretty! even though she dove into her cake. haha i tried to warn you! anyway that was fun. i was a bit deaf after but it was fun.  had to get up at ten to get my haircut. went to the baseball playoff game, special soccer, and to abby's to go to westbury for basketball tourni from there. got home around ninethirty. and that about explains why i'm writing in this at ten thirty on a saturday night.

the end.

                                                                                                                                  ..i'msoconfused<3

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[20 May 2004|08:40pm]

i don't think things could be too much worse right about now.  i'm stressed out to the max. .. doing so bad in school .. fucking up my chance at making basketball next year .. can't stand the person i've been lately .. fighting with too many people .. not caring enough .. falling for the wrong people .. andd aparently nothing i do to try and fix things helps or is good enough anyway.

 

i'm so tired.

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